hate to say it..goodbye Chilla..

today..my lovely bunny,,Chilla juz passed away..
i put her pen on balcony..
and i saw her on the ground in the morning..
she's get out from her pen and fell down from rooftop..>.<
she's dying..
i dunno what i should do..
she's died on my hand..
T_T

i adopt her at 14 November 2009..
yeaa..its about 3 weeks ago..
but i fell in love with her at the first time i saw her..
she's so adorable..
so warm..
the cutest thing i've ever seen..

she's came to me when i called her..
[i thought its only dogs and cats can do that..]
she's juz like understand what im saying..
always makes me smile when i get bored..
always makes me forget about my BF when he's not online and i miss him so much..

she's always eat and eat and eat..
and sleep and sleep and sleep..
she loves carrot so much..
and she hates me when i bathe her..
she like to sleep on my arms..

i love u so much Chilla..
i'll be missing u..

bye..
T_T

19 september 2009..

yesterday:
waiting u all day!!
sitting in front of the computer..
geez..my butt's hurt..
ouch..

your reason:
no internet connection..
error,,low connection..
bla bla bla..

today:
lack of sleep..
wake up in the morning..
turn on the computer..
waiting..again..
9 am,,no news..
forget it..
you're not online..again..
it's hurt..again..

haaahhhhh...

don't say that you promise if you're not mean it..
it's only makes me hurt..

nothing seems to go away..
over and over again..

i don't know if we can make it or not..
let's wait and see..

i'm too naive..

when i'm looking my FS account,,i juz see 'J' comment to one of my friend..

she juz` suddenly appear since long long time ago..

i'm surprised..

she gave her number!!!

i dunno what her purpose..

but i still told 'R'..

[stupid move..maybe i juz` too naive..]



shocking me,,he sms me juz want to know what 'J' said!!

i juz` said,"geez,,he's so exciting about that.."



but i still think positive..

maybe he juz` miss that lil` girl..[not the mom!!]

i dont hate that lil` girl..

why i should??

she dunno this problem,,and she has no choice..



but if he miss that lil` girl's mom,,,i dunno now..



so i juz` said:



"i know u so well..i know ur past..

even the 'darkest' one..

and i'm deal with it..

i try to understand..

but if u wanna go back to her,,then go!!

what are u waiting for??

leave me alone here..i can live with it..

even hurt..

and i juz warn u..

u gonna lose me..

and we're done..

no more fairy tales.."

aicha..

HI-LOW!!

finally!!
this my 3rd blogspot account!!
geez..

• the first one: i forgot the password..>.<

• the second one: i dont check that email frequently..and i dunno how to delete my account there!! >.<

so,,here we go..
the 3rd account..
[hope it will the last..!!]

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i love it!! :)
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gonna wrote another post later!!

mwah!!
~aicha~